FUCK

Then the freaking chick is LONG-WINDED too! No! It is not a lover either! Fuck no! I just choose not to divulge who she is, but it is not the one on here cause when I start to speak about her this person I am venting about seriously doesn't sound like the on on here at all. Plus I am serious this person I am talking about is a theist like I am, but maybe she gets too heavily into tarot and reiki... but holy shit do not tell her I said that otherwise she will never shut the fuck up! And WHY THE HELL DID I EVEN TELL HER ABOUT REIKI IN THE FIRST PLACE ANYWAY?!

Then she has to like drink her wine and cider ... and yes, she does know how to drink cause I have never seen the chick drunk EVER! i don't know how she does it, but if she has been drunk I jut have never seen it! Anyway, when she gets her like flipping drink inside of her she tends to talk EVEN MORE than what she do when she is just sober!!!!!!!!!! Not only that she has to like SERIOUSLY be on top of EVERY ONE in the room and shit. She can tend to be TOO damn forward when she is idk what the fuck it is- "tipsy" a little?!!

She has WORSE than two faces though which is what the fuck I cannot understand though! I mean, I do not consider her to be no fucking friend of mine anymore! My mom needs to fucking stop bothering me with her bitch ass! I told my mom that she was fake and basically acted like I was not there. Then my mom took her fucking side! But see I really do not want to go ther

Because just like my parents UNLESS WE CAN SEE IT FOR OUR EYES and this is after I told them about her damn ass! Cause she been doing this shit to other people too! I had wondered why not many people were around her, now I know why!

Seriously, I think she has slept with every guy on the staff though. I think she does it cause she is unhappy in her marriage right now. Then  and it's also because like .. and well she didn't say this like she happens to be able to freely just say everything else though, but, I think she is unhappy in her marriage cause he does not touch her or something. She is like a wild cannon though.

She uses people. And since in therapy I have been learning to just use my words instead of bottling it up inside when shit makes me feel uncomfortable or whatever. My only prob. is me being a damn empath because seriously I do care about other people's feelings too much and to a point I will try to be what they want me to be so they can be happy. I try not to let them see how it feels inside because I did it to myself, BUT my therapist told me not to be too hard on myself because it is like a "survival mechanism" or something she had said.

You won't believeme, but some of the assholes who have been fucking me up I just like only said one sentence to the jerks and half left me alone and the other half want to send me shit in a disrespectful manner. Lol.. well that shit is not going to work, and their asses better be glad that it is late at night right now cause otherwise I'd be on that damn phone with their supervisor right now instead of tomorrow!

And I am serious!
This one chick a few months back thought she was going to get over on me cause she see me there, and oh surely I must be this poor black child now lol who just needs help with everything and I was being nice to her and I gave her so many breaks even though she completely was not even fulfilling her job requirements. Just break after break. Oh shit, but then I said  No to her and then she said some like crazy ass shit though lol. Okay, and all I fucking did was just fill in a letter and that was it.

OMG though but do u know in under 24 hours of filing the letter in though man she was like balling on the phone talking about everything about her boss and shit, but I was not the one who said shit at her damn boss or anything! How could I WHEN i DIDN'T even know the place of where she was employed? cause she was a contractor and ran her own office and worked her own hours, so there was no way I would have known that information .